Sigh....I'm a rough ass chick bt evry thug ha dey soft spot/side....so I'ma start a lil convo bout that thing called Love....worst thing out ana...well rite nw...cuz d guys dem available 2 fall in love with ain't worth it....I lost ma # 1 bt i did manage to "fall in luv" agen n boy did I ever!...swore I wudn't bt did....fell deep deep deep in2 wat...shit...shit I flush dwn ma toilet....lol...I ain't callin ma babyboo shit [tho technically he is]...jus sayin dey in d same category...BUT....ah love him 2 death!!!!...sigh...he'd hurt me & i'd forgive....wrong me & i'd forget.....had quite a number of chicks in his life n still hav sum fightin up 2 b in his life but i KNOW....witout a doubt that none of dem loves him...or can ever love him like i do...n he sees that....bt wat does he do wit such knowledge?wat all dem no gd niggas do - tek advantage!....d day has come tho wen I hav given up on him ...nt stopped loving him jus stopped tellin myself dat i do...let space get between us...it's been ages nw since i've been doin that n tho it's done damage it's for the best....I know him unlike alot of pple....we cud tlk....he'd listen...i'd listen...he'd confide in me...let me c hw he felt....knew hw 2 make me smile...and...never stop smilin....i loved his lil signature style...tlks....gestures...all the likes....we had our lil ups n dwns bt I'll always love him just as he is....n yes he'll always be mine & i'll always be his.....in our lil corner in dis twisted world.....he doh really kno wah Ell Oh Vee Ee be ana i'm convinced of that! bt it's aite...cah help d way i feel about him...mayb 1 day as Rihanna & Ne-Yo sang...."mayb 1 of these days his magic won't affect me & his kiss won't make me weak........"....or touch or whisper...or anything 2 do wit him.....sighs....xoxo baby...I do hate that I love you so.....[remember you had asked...i never replied but I do......hate...it....so much...]
